"If we don’t make it alive Well, it’s a hell of a good day to die All our light that shines strong Only lasts for so long And it’s ashes to ashes again Should we even try to pretend? All our light that shines strong Only lasts for so long"
these past few months have taught me that life is definitely a bitch. Life will just throw shit at your face and there is no explanation to why it happens. All you can do is question yourself and ask ” why me? “. The answer, cause no one prepares you for your own life. There is no one that can. No one will REALLY understand anything that you go through. Even if a person went through a similar situation as you, they will never completely understand how you are feeling because we are all different people. We take things in differently and let things out differently. So never say “oh i know what your going through” cause you really fucking don’t. You can say ” i’ve been through similar situations” and try to make the person feel better, but you don’t know what the fuck that person is feeling. Life just has a tendency to fuck with you. One a problem occurs in your life you try to fix it and once you finally do your happy for a “short” time, till once again life just throw a big FUCK YOU to your face and a whole new problem occurs that just fucks everything else over. You tell yourself, “oh after this problem, I’ma get my life straight and be happy”. But we all know that’s not gonna happen. As soon as that problem is gone you’ll find yourself in another problem life has never prepared you for. Nothing in this world will prepare you for your own life. Who can prepare you for your own life if they haven’t gone through your whole life. They don’t know what’s gonna happen in the next 20 minutes of your life. You don’t even know what gonna happen in the next 5 minutes of your life. You can predict but you’ll never be 100% sure what will happen. You just have to accept the fact that life will throw things at you that you’ll never expect and you just have to brace yourself for this and just hope that you get through it. Life will sometimes throw you some happiness in your life and those are the moments that you will cherish forever because your so damn happy that something happy has finally happened to you. We get enough stress as it is and life decides to throw you a few happy moments in your life, but eventually those happy moments will disappear and turn into fucked up moments in your life. Life is a bitch and no one can prepare you for what is going to happen in your future. All you have to do it just brace yourself and hope that you’ll get through it alive and have friends and family that will support you through this thing we all call a life. This is what I’ve learned and experienced in the past few months and now I look at life completely different. If your reading this and your thinking to your self that this is complete bullshit then I am truly happy for you cause you have a happier life that is not full of bullshit things that happen to other people. “LIFE IS A BITCH”
It's funny how once you find a song that explains exactly how you feel, you listen to the song over and over again wishing you could scream the lyrics to the very person who made you love the song in the first place.